Oh no... I realised I sound so angry in my previous post. Ok la... I am juz very easily irritated by nagging and 'black' face from my parents. Ok, fine... thinking back. Perhaps I have misuse the freedom they gave to me a bit too much, and I assume that they will be fine with that since I am already a grown-up gal (or so I think). Haha... staying out late at night (with bowling, motor inc pple, uni frens), last min staying over at fren's hse without informing them... Yea, maybe juz a bit too much la... Will always be that little gal in their eyes. I have better stick to reporting to them my actions. Hee hee... They are all only human with feelings. They want me to spend time juz slacking with them at home too. I still love you both all the same! =)

Wa... I have this sudden urge to watch movie manz... Can someone juz ask me out for a movie? I want constant gardener, brokeback mountain, munich.... Watever la... Been ages since I last catch a movie. Haha...

Been such a busy week. It's mid term break, yet I am in school for all FULL 5 days. Meetings, surveys is enough to take up all that 5 days. Die. I have not studied a single bit for my EI mid terms on Mon. I am sure just scrolling through those ppt slides on JMS, JRMI, XML.... don't count much towards hardcore studying. If EI is bad, I don't even dare to think about Stats. I have only gone as far asking literally touching the textbook. None of any information from that thick text had difused into my little brains. Bloggin this shit juz make me streeeeesssssssssss..... URGH!!!!!

Alright, I am suppose to be doing my report now but somehow I just drift to blogging. I am so bored on this sweet friday night... A beautiful list of program planned, only waiting for me to join in. Yet, I have to give it ALL up just to get my ass back home and be a princess plus a good sis. Am suppose to pick my bro up after his drama fest. And he juz called to say he will be out till, like back before dawn that kind. Most importantly, yes, princess needs to please the king and queen. Coz they freaking don't like princess to be out till so late all the time. After midnight is too late. Great! Now I can happily strike out midnight movies, talk cock sessions with frens, suppers, clubbing... if i wanna go all way out to please them. What the f*** manz... Ok, maybe it might be better if I juz wave good bye to all my friends and just be at home 24/7. Yeah! be a no life gal. Ha! and what an ironic. Bro say he will be home before dawn. I am sure that is early and not LATE. I could be at so many other places yet I chose to be sitting here now typing this shit. Such a winner princess, you value the king and queen more than yourself. Go on... throw all the program out of the window and meet their standards (yeah, double).

Such a FREAK!!!!

This guy is such a FREAK manz! So scary. Please dun let such nonsense happen ever again. This really freaky friday manz...

Was walking over to Pick n Bite from SIS to meet Yixuan. As I was walking thru campus green, I heard this voice saying "excuse me, excuse me..." from behind. Thinking that maybe someone need some help on direction, I turned over. 1st tot: this guy looked like he can be a student from the sch, so wat's up manz? Don't think i know him too. Then he went like "hi! I am (forgot what name already).". "ur class juz over ah?" "where are you going now?", "btw, what's ur name?". And he even extended his hand to shake mine. What on earth this crazy guy wants manz... I was like giving him this super "so wat u want n wat are u up to" look. I think at one point I even say "so...?" to him when he say he is from smu also. CRAZY!!!

To think I can even run into mad pple in campus itself. Haha... was wondering to myself is there some "juz kidding" camera somewhere, or is this guy carrying out a dare from his frens. Haha...

Fly me to the moon

Fly me to the moon,
and let me sing forever more.
Take me to my dream,
and hold me close in your arms.
Immerse me in that song of yours,
and dance to the rhythm of our hearts.
Yes, just you and me.

All of us acting cute to match up to JD's cuteness. Haha... Oh yes, and this is 1 plus in the morning I think.

A not really smiling me. Juz realised I spot the same smile in all my pics. So boring... I need to change!!!

A not smiling me trying to look different from the old pics. Haha....

Giant pins in the making...

Busy week at sch... crazy n pressing deadlines, last min float-making, etc... Lots of shit, but still fun nevertheless. Many thanks to the bowlers. Lovely pple. Always full of shit. Haha... :P

But I think i really do appear quite fierce to them occasionally (or maybe most of the time. Haha...). Actually I dunno why too. It's not that I am pissed off or something. Maybe when i quieten down, I juz look fierce. Haha... So pple, no la, dun worry... I am really not pissed off. Even alvi tot i was pissed yday when they ask me to attend the rehearsal. I juz wanna get things done fast sometimes. Maybe that will come across as "dun wanna wait for u all" and that I can't stand you all being slow. I dunno... Haha...

Our lovely float is finally done aft super late nights in sch. Shall post some pics of that darling of the bowling team when I have gotten its pics. Hee hee... It's so lovely. I hope that will win us that $1000 prize money. Wahaha... :D

Oops... I am sorry...

Manz... I am being so difficult la... Maybe someone should juz slap me in the face n remind me not to throw xiao jie bi qi. feel pretty bad abt it. Am glad things are cleared up though. Haha... I hope my blocked nose clears up too. I think i get damn sian n look really fierce n cold when I am sick manz... First, M commented that I am cracky n fierce for the past few days. Nx, dg say I seem cold. Haha... I nv know I am that scary when I am sick. So sorry folks... I dun mean it. I really luv u pple a lots... Haha...

I juz realise I need to like appologise to so many pple manz... for my sucky behaviour last week. Looks like a sick jo is a bad jo. Haha... Thanks for bearing with me dearies!!!!

Went with gary to his cell meeting today. Bern was there too. Was a really last min decision to join him. It was quite a nice session with them. A guy shared abt him life and they sang a song. That was one of my fave songs in SAJC manz... haha... so happy to hear it again, and be able to sing it. Am really glad I went. Though I was sick with a stupid sore throat and blocked nose, I managed to enjoy myself and I felt happier after that. Ha! I dunno why too. Hope I can make time to join them soon. Oh yes, thanks gary for inviting me along. =)

Colour my world,
brighten up the space of the black outlines.
Fill up that empty shell,
bringing life to that lifeless soul.